I can’t wait to be gone.
My mind takes over;
If you say I can trust you why delete things? Ohp;
I need to be sent away, soon.
Oh hi again;
Do you know what life is? Nothing is an accomplishment. It doesn’t matter, nothing matters. Living life is like a game. There are rules, and there is stuff you have to do. No one really gets to live life the way they want to. Everything comes to an end, the longer you play the game the more repetitive and pointless it gets. Everyone has the same ending. Realizes what life is so early is what...
I’m going fucking insane.
Anonymous asked: I thought she makes you happy?
Hi, I’m Matthew and I’m going to cut until I bleed enough to fall asleep. Way to go mind/head/feelings. Awesome.
My name is Matthew James Neuser. I’ve never been so close to killing myself. The more and more I think, the more destructive I am becoming. As each day goes by, the day gets closer and closer.
Anonymous asked: are you a virgin? cause if i was single i'd totally fuck the shit outta you.
Do you know what it’s like to go on every day not wanting to live. You drag yourself to push through every fucking day. Cut about an hour ago, missed it so much. Woke up in the middle of the night to find out I had no one. Sat in a fucking corner and cried. Do you know what that shit is like? To have no one there for you when you need them. Do you know how it feels to put yourself through so...