I’d just like to take this moment to say that Matthew is genuinely perfect. He’s funny, he’s generous, he’s super intelligent, and he’s got the greatest eyes. They’re so beautiful. But on top of all that he’s attractive. That just a small plus. I like how much he cares. He thinks he cares too much but that’s not at all possible. Most people find it annoying, weird, and creepy when people obsess over them. It’s honestly one of the better things. I’m not saying that Matthew is obsessed with me, I honestly couldn’t tell you and I’m not going to jump to conclusions. Now don’t get me wrong, there are obviously creepy obsessive people. But when you’re in a relationship and it’s a mutual thing, though I doubt it’s possible for some one to be more obsessed than myself with my baby, it’s, like a said, a good thing. I say this because it just means that the person is just entirely focused and devoted to you. Even though sometimes it may seem like the other person is being shitty, I’m really not. I really do try. I’m just dumb at everything. Things that I’m good at are very few and far apart. Sometimes, or maybe once or twice you’ve said that I’m good at making you happy. I think..? I may just be imagining things, but, even if you have said that, I’m not. You’re always miserable. And it is because of me, because I am a shitty person. Another thing that I love about Matthew is the way he says things. Like when he changes his tone of voice. And it’s dumb because everyone does this. But Matthew does it so perfectly. I don’t know how exactly to explain it. The best thing is when I’m upset and he tells me that he loves me. Like, he either kisses my forehead and tells me he loves me in a super cute really soft voice, or vice versa. That’s another thing I like. Forehead kisses. They’re the greatest. Actually. I don’t know. Matthew kisses me everywhere randomly and I just love feeling loved like that. I don’t it just makes me feel like he loves all of me. And sjefhserjgerkg. Aghh. The fact that Matthew knows me so well makes me so happy. He knows what to say, he knows what makes me happy. He can tell when I’m upset even when we’re texting and I’m just talking like I normally would. I mean I used to be able to tell when he was upset but I guess I’ve been focused on the idea that we’ve been doing so well and things are definitely a lot better than before that I guess I don’t really want things to be and so I don’t bring it up? I don’t know, but I’m so so so so so so sorry about it.//: I really do care, Matthew, I do. I really enjoy how comfortable we are one another. I mean, I still won’t fart in front of him if I know he’ll hear it. So I mean, I do fart in front of him just not audibly, or, not that I’m aware of. I mean, not that you guys want to know about farts. But not that anyone reads these. But idk. we just are, I can’t explain this either. Like we can stare at each others eyes and it won’t get awkward. I make things unnecessarily awkward. Things of which can be, but will not be explained. But it is late and I need to get up to shower, good night, Matthew James Neuser, don’t let the bed bugs bite.:)<3 ~Love, Naomi.
You know what I just noticed about EVERY girl who wants Matthew and tries to insult me?
They all point out how young I am. That’s it. There’s nothing else the say about me. And you know. There’s nothing wrong with me being with Matthew. He loves me and not you guys. That’s that. If you people honestly cared about Matthew and wanted him to be happy you would accept the fact that he’s happy with me. Obviously there’s something wrong with you if he picked me over you. And that sounds bitchy, which. It is. But. I kind of don’t mean it rude. Lol. Idk. There’s not even a point in typing this. Just kind of random rant shit tits. meow. Bye.