Anonymous: You push everyone away. What are you gonna do when Naomi is no longer around? Bullshit.
Okay, hypothetically lets say you’re correct and we don’t stay together. I didn’t let anyone in before I was with her. So therefore it’d be no difference. I’m use to being on my own. You think it bothers me? So, in other words you’re argument doesn’t mean a thing.
-this is Naomi. How are you anon? I hope you’re getting a kick out of bothering Matthew and me tonight. Because I’m not. And. I’d hate for you to be upset like me. No matter how much Matthew tries pushing me away I’m not leaving. I promised him that no matter how bad it gets I will never leave him. That too includes being pushed away. It’s just not going to happen. I love Matthew whole heartedly. But because our hearts are only the size of one of our fists, I love him so much more than that. He really is never going to be with out me so this question again doesn’t mean a thing.
Anonymous: I am glad you are happy. I miss being your friend!
Anonymous: So, we aren't friends anymore..?
Wish I could just go to sleep and just never wake up.
Anonymous: Why don't you just break up with her?
Maybe because the fucking fact she’s the only thing that makes me happy. She puts up with me, and all my stupid shit. She stays by me through everything. Gets jealous when anyone attempts to talk to me and I love that. The fact I don’t have many reasons to even say alive but she’s the most important one and one of the only reasons I am alive. The fact she’s fucking beautiful and perfect. The way I feel comfortable around her. Maybe that’s why I won’t just fucking break up with her, fuck you.
Anonymous: should you be panicking or
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Anonymous: You're perfect to me:(
Yeah. No one asked you. Bye.
So last night I was being really bitchy. I’m sorry./: stop saying that you’re not good enough. You’re the one who deserves better than me. You’re so perfect. Okay. And stop. Please. Stop with the killing yourself shit. You’re not going anywhere. I’m not letting you. There’s no way in hell you’re going anywhere. I need you here with me. I’m sorry for being a cunt last night. And this morning. I’m just a dumb bitch../: just the thing with your iPod upset me. And really really scared me./: I always feel like you’re going to leave me because of how rude I am. And the shit I do to you. I’m fucking stupid and I’m sorry. Don’t ever go please. Dont leave me. Don’t leave life. I know I’m a terrible girlfriend. But. I’m still trying to learn. I’ve never been in a serious relationship. Just. Jdkfiqjfisndoakg. I love you. Okay? Forever.